Talents

Lately I've been thinking and I have no talents what so every. My brother, who's a year younger, is really good at sports and any musical instrument he touches he's good at. I'm very clumsy so I'm not good at sports I like. I tried to play guitar, but well you see I can read notes and my mom says the guitar might not be a good fit. Also I have no one to teach, or someone to take the time to teach me how to read notes. I love music it's my life but well people say I suck at singing. I've been drawing anime style for a couple years now and I don't thing I'm good at drawing. I mean I love all art but I don't really know how to do anything really and I kind of don't like art (drawing) classes unless it's some other type of art or I have a friend it. Sadly I suck at making friends. I love taking pictures and I would love to do it more but I don't own a good camera, yet anyway. I want to do digital and learn to use a dark room but I have no idear how I would go about learning to use a dark room. I've been writing lately and don't get me wrong I love it but I'm not very good. I know practice will make me better but I can't help but think I won't get better. When high school started in August, as a freshman I had the will to take a drama (acting for beggingers) class. I like acting and my class mates and friend who've seen videos of the projects my teacher records say I'm good. I feel like I am, but some other freshman are so great and I start to feel shy because I feel like I can never be good at anything, even when I'm told I'm good. I mean I have anxiety, ADHD, and Asperger's syndrome, so maybe just having all those things makes me feel that way.